imyourlove ♥

A-B-C

2010-06-08T03:04:00.000+08:00

Since i was a lil girl, i watch Disney movies and listen to Disney stories. I've always thought that a girl's life is like a princess with happy ending. As i grow up, i realize it isn't at all.

Hopes and dreams shatter. Trusts turn to betrayal. Promises broken. Believes turn to doubts.

Nightlife definitely crush everything. My everything. I just wanna be with someone who shares my likes and dislikes and definitely someone i can just fall for naturally. I literally hate being planned out. But because of what i've been through i don't and can't open up to anyone at all.

I just wanna be normal again. NORMAL );

More or less ?

2010-06-07T04:09:00.000+08:00

Something really ironic that i realize..

More friends comes with more enemies. Really weird indeed.

Keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer. Does that apply?

When i thought you knew me best.

2010-06-05T06:26:00.003+08:00

2nd post in the morning. i couldn't sleep, so i guess i should make use of my time.

more than half a year ago, i was disappointed by him for accusing me of misusing drugs. i hated him for doing such stupid thing and always asking him not to and monitor him often. why would i wanna slap my own mouth by doing the same thing he did? where can his brain probably be? because of rumors, he chose to believe others and not believing me, his ex gf who was with him for 3 years. i thought he knew me. note the word thought. it was just all in my mind. was blinded by it. he doesn't know me at all.

and today, half an hour ago. another him , he kindly slot in the topic and said taking such stuff is not good. my mind went blank. and so i replied i didn't and don't do such thing so why tell me. the first day i met him, i hated him because he was a mess and right in front of my eyes. i told my friend right away that not to bring him out whenever i'm around. i was so pissed. when i got together with him, i told him how much i hate druggies and advised him not to take anymore. and so he did. it doesn't matter if he listened to me or if it was just his will power. he should know by himself that i won't do such ironic shit. same scenario, i thought he knew me. but actually he doesn't know me at all.

disappointed much.
they said the ones you love, knows you best.
not true after all.

Fools.

2010-06-05T05:36:00.000+08:00

I don't know if i should call you "people" idiots or morons. There are so many rumours going on. When will it stop?

First it was my relations with guys. Wtf. It's bad enough to have me related to guys i barely know. Whoever i hang out with, seems to be my bf right? if i hang out with 10 guys, all of them are my boyfriend at once? stupidity i tell you.

THEN NOW...

you people are accusing me of drugs. what nonsense. people who knows me well, I DON'T TOUCH SUCH NONSENSE. NEVER ONCE AND NEVER WILL. i WATCH but i DON'T take them.

For once, use your "fortheloveofgod" damn brain to THINK ! -.-

Is it YOU ? ♥

2010-06-01T00:57:00.000+08:00

Is it you, is it you that i've been waiting ?

you seem to be someone who's truly real.
i like you but i'm afraid of taking another step.
you've been really great to me and really fitting into all my criterias.
i'm too terrified that you might be too good to be true.
and about today, i only said a word and you jumped to conclusions.
without letting me say another word.
and now i have no idea what to do.

Your own scent.

2010-05-26T20:02:00.000+08:00

WANT A LONG LASTING SCENT FROM DAY TIL NIGHT ?? (:

i know how you feel when you need to carry a 75 ml perfume in your handbag. like you don't have enough things to carry like that wtf. i've got just a thing for you ! :D

miniature perfumes !

it's so affordable. RM 30 !!

<3 it yet? haha.

interested ? leave me a comment. tell me your fav scent ! brand name, sizes (miniature, 50ml, 75ml ). and i'll tell you the price.

Perhaps.

2009-12-14T18:53:00.001+08:00

I'm really sad.

Emotionally broken down by the analytics that dropped ALOT !

like a truck without breaks, going down a hill.

But i have been busy. Holiday is almost over so i'm taking the advantage to party harder.

Been sleeping 6 or 7 am in the morning. Partying, CC, Yum cha sessions, Genting.

It is tiring but it's alright. I had lotsa fun.

What have you guys been doing huh ?

I'm sorry but i don't have pictures with me. );

But i will be back real soon. Be patient loves.

Good luck to all PMR and SPM candidates. Results are gonna be out real soon. (:

Been thinking of cutting my hair because i'm kinda bored of it.

How should it be this time ? Though, i thought of just giving it a trim.

Ideas and opinions are appreciated.

Enjoy your week (:

mwah !

Rootz, Lot 10 II

2009-12-05T18:01:00.000+08:00

More pictures (:
I need to apologize for the bad quality of the pictures.
It's from Gana's k750i Sony Ericsson. I don't know why is it so bad either.
I was a k750i user and the camera is clear !
Gana needs to change his phone like seriously.

♥ x GANA

♥ x Leddy

Enjoy your Saturday night evening peeps !

Risked.

2009-12-04T05:50:00.001+08:00

Have you ever been risked in danger by the person you love ?

But he/she doesn't give two fucks ?

Well, i know i just did.

So much for showing sympathy but endangered in return.

LOVE

2009-12-01T00:16:00.000+08:00

L.O.V.E 's JUST ANOTHER WORD I'LL NEVER PRONOUCE !

♥

Rootz, Lot 10

2009-11-29T23:28:00.001+08:00

First of all, i realized I've been updating really often. Heh ! it's a good thing i suppose (:

Alrighty, like i promised last night...I'm gonna continue with a b'day party held at Rootz, Lot 10. The entrance looks great. Mirrors and lightings. I didn't get to take pictures ): boohoo ! However, the interior looks kinda scary and cheap. Like Backstreet Boys' music video - Everybody.

Happy belated birthday, Anil. I know you had an awesome night ! It was a slow night for me. Because i made a point that i'm not gonna drink and gaining back the healthy lifestyle. So, i didn't drink at all. I was the only sober one that night. Like i said, things went fun when Victor G took over. Lovin' him much. Plus, Asitha started with his camera. Some was tipsy, few was drunk, and the rest (me) still standing. HAHA ! So enough yapping. Let the pictures do the talking. You will see alot of familiar faces.

stoning at the back. B'day boy is in white.

another stoning moment.

my new PHOTOG' ( Asitha )

Asantha. excuse the fail-ed photo of me.

sempat lagi nak pose. HAHA. that's Vira btw.

oops ! PHOTOG PROB !

ahh..better ! lookin vulnerable here.

Vira x Myself x Wev (drunk buddy )

.. x .. x ... Leddy x Vira x Myself

Btw i wore a cardigan dress. As you can see it's falling off my whole body. LOL.

Myself x Asitha x Leddy x Gana

back to school ? *smirks*

Myself x Leddy

*smacks forehead*

Yours Truly ♥

There should be more pictures from Gana. Or maybe just a few. Heh ! Anyway, enjoy the pics. Loves (:

My addiction !

2009-11-29T02:09:00.002+08:00

I ♥ ELECTRO HOUSE !

I've always been a fan of house. Electro house, progressive house, soul house.
Last night was at ROOTZ, Lot 10. I remember Victor G is signed there. I didn't see him at first. Thought it would be Hip Hop RnB, but it wasn't ! UNTIL .... he completely turned the boring,stoned,sober night around by playing my fav song, SHOW ME LOVE ! It was ON! This story will go on with another post together with pictures !

then look at what i found ! :D

a superbly bling-ed out headphones !

this is funky ! C.O.L.O.U.R.F.U.L

what a night.

2009-11-27T12:06:00.002+08:00

DIED APPROXIMATELY 4 PLUS IN THE MORNING.

ENOUGH SAID.

SPM, STPM, X'MAS '09

2009-11-24T04:59:00.000+08:00

It's been a while huh...
i'm sorry. (:
pls forgive me.

It's examination fever again. I would like to wish the best of luck to all SPM and STPM candidates of '09. I know it's hell for you guys now, but it pays off. You're finishing in another 2 weeks time or so. Then it's FREEDOM ! and it's time to sing the song... " LET'S CELEBRATE "

I'm having weight problem again. Sigh. I better get in shape before X'mas (: I'm giving myself a mission. Completing my own diet and in perfect shape in 2 weeks time ! i need it badly. Anyone wants to be my nutritionist ? hahaha.

And i'm desperately waiting for my salary..... It will be out in 3 to 4 weeks time it seems. HORRIBLY IMPATIENT ! but still gotta wait. I already know what i'm going to spend it on and most importantly, i'm going to save some of it. LET'S HOPE THAT HAPPENS ! *fingers cross*

Lady Santa at your service.

want a wish come true ? *smirks*

come closer and whisper.

i'm here to make it real than ever.

..............

what's your wish this year ?

you know you want it,

come and get it ♥

2012

2009-11-16T12:41:00.002+08:00

Bonjour ! (:

It's Monday. How was your weekends ? Well, if it sucks, no worries. It's a beginning of another week. Great things will come.

Anyway, i'm gonna work this whole week. But i'm already missing one day. Cuz i'm sick ): I hate raining season. Sigh. Was looking forward to it. Will be working tmr til Saturday. $$ I don't think i can update as often. Hmm.....

I had a long day y'day. Finally i get to watch the movie 2012. It was great ! rating it 8/10.

HOW LA ?!

How can we save ourselves ??? Isn't there another way to get us out stop this disaster ?

where are the superheroes when you really need them ?!

Super Squirrel ! Calm down ! I have my lucky star !

Off to save the world ! ciao !

THEM ?! like seriously ?! @#$%^&*(

OH NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

DIE LA LIKE THAT.............

GONE LA !

HABIS !

FINISHHHHHH !

AHHHHHHHH, i need a drink !

Peace out !
The End.

111109

2009-11-12T20:37:00.000+08:00

It was a night to remember.
MY 18th BIRTHDAY !

It was a crazy night. Alot of dramas and drinking. Even after the party things happened. Laughed our ass off.
I'm so sorry bout the insufficient photo. Joseph only posted a few. Sad huh.

pictures says a thousand words. need anymore explanation ? hahaha.

anyway, the funny part was Joseph went looking for the fella above, in the toilet. the floor was wet from the busted pipe. Then he slipped and got himself wet. Usually, people will use their hands to hold on to something preventing a bad fall. Instead, he protected his camera, holding it up in the sky like he was presenting something to the King. Result, he fell flat on his ass. HAHA.

There were alot more people. I had alot fun. I cried, laugh, fell, hell alot of emotions. Thanks to all of them.

even to those who wished me in facebook and text messages, thank you very much. I APPRECIATE IT VERY MUCH !

i ♥ you.

and you know it.

Di ruang rindu kita bertemu.

2009-11-07T18:59:00.000+08:00

I'm back to this song.

Raining season got me into this mood where i can't even put my finger on it.

All i know i'm back to this song and it's the song where " it " all happened.

Tak pernah kuragu dan slalu kuingat,

Kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat.

di ruang rindu kita bertemu ♥

Effort

2009-11-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

I'm kinda upset now actually. Not angry but unsatisfied. Regret too.

My effort wasn't enough. I could've done better.

I'm so toast. Gone. Finish.

Enough said.

Dropping.

2009-11-01T15:19:00.002+08:00

Hellow mellow !

I realized my analytics are dropping ); meaning cash dropping too !
BAD VERY BAD.

I'm free like a bird now ! hehehehehehe. ENVY ME ! i'm having 2 months break til hell gate opens again. I'm gonna make each day count this time. I'm already planning to work ! ;D i know right me ? work ? that's why i used the word planning. HAHAHAHAHAH ! i'm still not sure about it. Imma figure it out soon. Any suggestions on how to spend my hols? ;D

OH ! i almost forgot ! how was your HALLOWEEN celebration ?

i know mine was great ;D i enjoyed mine. I went to 3 different spots. BUT i didn't spend my night hitting the CLUB ! the night was late dinner, bar, pool, karaoke. it was awesome. it is so much better then stuffing yourself in a club like a sardin. No sweats, great company, beloveds, laughters, alot of drinking, dancing, music, and any other which you can find in a club. except for DJ la wtf. what a change huh..

Anyway, i gotta go now. Having dinner and movie later (; productive huh.. talking about making each day count ! yayyyyyyyy !

i miss my hair ! ); sobs.

but it's almost there. ;D

♥ you.

Am I Fat ?

2009-10-29T02:56:00.001+08:00

Random post ALERT !! It's 2.20 am now.

I've read some of my notes. I doubt much or at least something went in and stay there.

I'm exercising again. I exercise when i'm stressed, bored, feeling sinful after consumption. Kinda freaky ? i know. All of the sudden, i feel sinful and fat. Looking at skinny people are horrifying. I wanna stay slim/curvy. It's so difficult to maintain because i have a bad habit. I gotta munch on something whenever i feel like it. Sometimes i over do it and i caused myself to gain a pound or kilos. Dramatic huh? hahaha. i know. Just exaggerating.

Well, i don't do all the diet plan thing. I just eat whatever i want. But, i consume lil portions. Again don't over do it.

Most importantly, we gotta eat nutritious food most of the time / any which contains the following ;

1. Bread / Oatmeal bread
2. Eggs
3. Vegetable / or any other greens
4. Beans & grains
5. FRUITS !

Sides / snacks. Everyone's need.

1. Dairy ( milk, cheese... )
2. Chocolate
3. Favourite food

So satisfying huh.. nom nom nom nom nom ! *burps*

After all that, MUST EXERCISE. Don't expect ALL THAT will just come outta you. Which genius thought you that ?? If you don't get your lazy ass up and sweat, ALL THAT goes straight to your ass and everywhere unnecessary. I'm sure you don't want oil and adipose tissues all growing under your skin right ? Do you know how will it look like ?

there you go ladies ! you wanna look like Britney Spears who has 2 child and still lazing around the beach thinking she still can "give us more" with her ass ?? omg. However, that is back in 2007 & 2008. She's good now.

see that ?! HOT MAMA ! hard work does pay off BIG TIME ;D

Consume whatever you want but still look great. Just gotta watch the portion and exercise. Simplest thing to do.

♥ ourselves.

stay healthy and fit.
tata.

Wild Meow.

2009-10-24T23:12:00.002+08:00

Hello mellow (;

I'm feeling really cheerful each day. I guess it's good. Finals is next Wed. Feel my nerves yet ? no ? neither do i ); i have no idea why either. But after this post, probably i'll go read through the notes.

The week passed by real quick. Rushed assignments, presentations. CHECK! CHECK ! So i'm cool now. During the night, outings, drinking, sleeping is the best ;D

During the heavy rain on Friday afternoon.

chest out booty out !

i wanna take a ride on your disco stick ; D

daily routine.

Jolene Elycia (;

Highlight of the week !

MEOWW ! PPRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ; )

ps /: goodluck to all candidates for finals this coming week and SPM candids next month.

so maybe it's true,

that i can't live without you.
♥

Rumours.

2009-10-18T21:08:00.002+08:00

Fuck this rumours shit.

I hate it when this happens. That rumour was so long ago and still there are people buzzing about it. So ridiculous. Why can't you ppl understand the meaning of rumour? is it that difficult to understand english language ? Just because attractive ppl meet each other, doesn't mean they get together. AGAIN. Just a rumour. It's funny how ppl are so easily fooled by this shit. Almost look like they don't have a brain. I'm sorry to say but it is true. Just because someone claims something doesn't mean it is true. You're only listening to one side of the story. It has to be both sides agreeing to the same blardy story ! get it ?!

Ridiculous. Nonsense. Fuck this shit.

Time off.

2009-10-18T17:37:00.000+08:00

Evening (;

again i've got nothing to update unless i have pictures with me.
I do but due to the delay in uploading so i've gotta i apologize.
I'll update the moment i got the pictures.

My blog seems really dead right now. But as i mentioned before, it is almost the end of Sem 2. Finals is just 2 to 3 weeks away. I won't be updating frequently. But you will be suprised to find new posts ;D

So do come back. (; Suprises awaits you.

dam dam di dam dam.

♥ me.

Couting down.

2009-10-12T19:16:00.000+08:00

It's mid October already. Finals is just around the corner. Including this week, it's just 3 weeks away. o_O seems to be alot time but actually it isn't. I have 2 presentations, test, project to be done in just 2 weeks. The last week is reserved for revision. I slept at 6am this morning. Because of last minute work. boo me ); I'm super duper sleepy !

torchuring ourselves just for education.

I'm always by your side.

credits, Alsie C. hahaha.

i'm an angel, shinning the light. (;

sweet dreams.

2009-10-11T05:17:00.001+08:00

Well, i did not attend the event. (: I went for dinner and went home.
Decided to sleep early. But obviously it failed. I woke up at this hour. -.- why ? why must i suffer like this ? Luckily i'm starting to feel sleepy again. heheheheh. Laptops do have those ridiculous rays like tv where they can make you sleepy no ? Well, that's what i heard from my teacher in highschool :P

Here's something cute for you (;

Miao : Alsie Chiang

Ikan : Hadi

Si-nake : Sue Ann.

Babi : Bobby

Birdie : Me ! :D

♥

up up and away !

2009-10-09T23:32:00.002+08:00

I'm here ! miss me ? you better be.

While i'm still waiting for new pictures, i should talk about the latest news.

CIGGIE PRICE INCREASED ! how la how la how la how la ??

This is a huge, massive, gigantic issue to smokers.

Alsie got shocked when Faeez told her on the same day, that ciggie price will increase 30 cents. tiga puluh sen. She made a fuss immediately.

- used to have 1 dollar change you knouuu

- budget you knouu
- no money you knouuu

- small pack you knouu

- why government liddat ?!?! * points finger with serious cockstare *

EXACTLY ! why wanna increase when no one is going to stop the smoking ? it will not help the smokers in any way. Why make all the trouble ?!

Is it because of the FAIL-DED increase in petrol ? you do the math guys. Greedy freaks ! MEN -YUSAH-KAN TUL !

Anyway, i'm dead tired. but probably you'll see me online. it's too early right now. But, it's good to sleep early. You guys better sleep if you can.

lalalalalalalalalalala ! nights (:

how i wish you knew.

when it was me.

just need you to tell me.

♥

Print ad.

2009-10-06T20:05:00.001+08:00

It's almost mid of the week. Time to hand in my print ad on Thurs. It's almost done. But still gotta do some changes. I'll post it up once it's good to go.

I'm really tired and sleepy. I wanna go away for sometime. Just relax and enjoy peacefully. I need that badly. Anyone willing to take me for a holiday trip ? hahaha.

The Xpax event is this coming Saturday. I've got the invites from Nuffnang. Thanks love (: I'm already thinking what to wear and who i'm going to bump into. Most importantly, my eyes are on the BlackBerry of course. Sorry guys, BlackBerry is gonna get all my attention until the party ends. teeeeheeeeeeeee.

Another advertising project in hand and tests. Sigh...

excited.

♥ me.

Mooncake Festival

2009-10-03T17:04:00.001+08:00

Happy Mooncake Festival everyone. (:
It's going to be a lovely night. The moon especially.

College was okay. The usuals.

watching movie in class while i was busy searching someone's wallet. =P

Fail-ded.

Levi's watch.

the classic stare to Als when she drank my Coke.

Again, enjoy the dinner, moon, laterns and family gathring.

was it a mistake ?

.....................♥

Refreshing morning breeze.

2009-09-25T16:18:00.000+08:00

Few days ago, i had a great night. Really happening. Spent a few hours in AC playing pool. The MU match was awesome i tell you ! love it ! I was the only girl there shouting with the guys. hahahahah. the last shot really saved all their asses ! GREAT JOB! keep it up !

After that, I stayed there a lil longer, then off to friend's house for poker. Yes i play poker. but not with my own chips. teeheeeee. At 2 am plus, i got a call and asked if i wanna go to the beach. I was thinking for a while but in the end, i went. So head back and waited for them to get ready. Walked around in that neighbourhood and i heard stories of that particular shortcut we took to another friend's house. SPOOKY !

I got chills every steep i take. Finally got in the car and off we go to the beach. It took us 2 hours to reach that stupid beach. It was hell with this bunch of guys who just can't stop blasting music. It was hell dark ! i can't see anything in front or the back. No street light ! NO ! I don't wanna go into details. Just imagine yourself driving for 2 hours with no street lights, til you reach that town. Also, you heard ghost stories before that. The best part is, GHOST MONTH is not over yet.

Finally we got off and felt the breeze. It was awesome. I felt really calm. I really don't know how to put in words but it was spectacular. Here are some pictures.

the shine above me.

footprint in the sand.

emo.

We took a long walk and rest our feet on some rocks til we heard dogs howling. I freaked ! I insisted we head home now. I don't like the sound of the dogs. Plus, it was 4 something in the morning. So we left immediately. We did a wrong turn thanks to someone who said TURN LEFT ! great job. We went all the way to KLIA. or was it LCCT. forgot. Head for early breakfast 6 something in the morning ! FINALLY HOME SWEET HOME !

you know you ♥ me.

Soon.

2009-09-25T03:26:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry but i've been kinda lazy to update.

No worries. There will be an update about the beach i went few days ago (:

Take care ppl.

you know you ♥ me

& i ♥ you too.

Plan B

2009-09-20T06:03:00.000+08:00

Well, i didn't attend the event. Plan B was out movie with Ernest and the gang. (:

Watched G-Force. They are so cuutteee !! I give it a 7. So it's acceptable. After that, we went to FTZ. Spent few hours again. Then off Canai for early breakfast. teeeheeeee

Let's call it a night. (:

i love you.

Sem 2 & Lovin' it ! ♥

2009-09-19T18:51:00.001+08:00

It has come to the end of the week. After 3 weeks of classes, really ain't that bad after all. I guess i kinda got used to the timing of waking up early and going home at 6. Note : KINDA

Sem 2 is still fun. But saddening how the seperated original Sem 1 students. Anyway, despite the rumoured new rules and all... it's holiday again ! woottt !!

I can slowly enjoy my week off and take my time with the assignments. (:

si-li-par !

the Man Hunt nominee behind there (:

awwlalala. so happy (:

some of Sem 2 09'

The Fashion event is tonight. It's held in Mist Club, Bangsar. Wish me luck. I hope i don't disappoint anyone with my outfit of the night. Hopefully there will pictures for tonight. (:

Gotta go have dinner. Then get ready.

i love you .

Another day.

2009-09-15T19:26:00.009+08:00

I've got a good news and a bad news.

which one would you love to hear first?

The good news is..........

HOLIDAY NEXT WEEEK !!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

HAPPY PAPPYY !!

But the bad news is ..........

The management is setting a rule for dresscodes ! They are said to be against shorts and t-shirts. You're not allowed to wear t-shirts? then what are you going to wear???? Going naked to college?? They are so unreasonable. Ridiculous. Literally brainless. I'm definitely against this STUPID RULE !

Jolene brought back love from Langkawi too (:

you know you ♥ me.

Surrounded.

2009-09-12T17:52:00.003+08:00

y'day morning, mum stopped at Shell to pump petrol. She got me breakfast. KOPI O & KIT KAT. -.-"

this is a triple sigh. early in the morning i'm reminded. it's bad.

enough said.

you know you ♥ me. tata.

090909

2009-09-09T19:59:00.002+08:00

This date is said to be a memorable day. Although i don't know what is so special about today or how important it is, but i'm sure everyone is celebrating with their love ones. And i wish them the happiest, memorable night.

As for me?

I'm going to be home. Yes! you've heard it right ! I'll be home tonight.
Finish up my scamp and sleep. I've had a long day in college. I'm exhausted. I even have 8am class tmr morning. So yeah, i can't go anywhere. I rather not i suppose.

i really can't help myself but to think.

Have you been missing me?

why haven't you call?

why haven't you text?

i've not hear from you for long.

how i wish to spend tonight with you.

as we'll make another memorable night.

filling another page in our album.

but it will not happen.

because she's probably with you right now.

and you're happy.

i turned on the radio, Walk Away by Paula Deanda.

kept playing in my head.

the lyrics. hit me real hard.

it's so..... US.

you know you ♥ me.

and you know i do too.

2009-09-08T12:27:00.002+08:00

you will never know.

i can't hope for anything better than that.

it's just something i gotta live with.

you're happy now.

to see a smile on that face, pretty boy, i'm glad.

this photo you captured.

clear my cluttered mind.

i remember all.

it will never go away.

it can never be erased.

i'm keeping it safe with me.

you know you ♥ me

as you know i do too. ♥

delayed.

2009-09-07T05:32:00.003+08:00

Just 2 pictures of me and Jo before we leave to KL. But we got stood up. So with that make up, we walked out of the house for supper. Then left to Sunway with Wayne. Had early breakfast at Biadara. Then i just went home. (: cuz i didnt wanna stay another night and wait for mum to come pick me up.

lady in red ♥

signing out.

you know you ♥ me

I'm not supposed to love you anymore.

2009-09-04T04:55:00.002+08:00

We agreed that it was over
now the lines have all been drawn
the vows we made begin to fade but now they`re gone
put your pictures in a showbox
and my goldring in the drawer
I`m not supposed to love you anymore

now Sherry says she`s jealous
of this freedom that I found
she would be;
she would be out of the town
and she says she can`t imagine
what on earth I`m waiting for
I`m not supposed to love you anymore

Oh I shouldn`t care and wonder where and how you are
but I can hide this hurt inside my broken heart
I`m fighting back emotions that I`ve never fought before
`cause I`m not supposed to love you anymore

Now I`m writing you this letter
and it`s killing me tonight
that I agreed when you believed it wasn`t right
and I couldn`t sleep up on the bed
so I`m down here on the floor
will I`m not supposed to love you anymore

Oh I shouldn`t care and wonder where and how you are
but I can hide this hurt inside my broken heart
I`m fighting back emotions that I`ve never fought before
`cause I`m not supposed to love you anymore
I`m fighting back emotions
I`ve never fought before
`cause I`m not supposed to love you anymore

* this song is at the iPod. the 2nd song. click next and you will hear it.

CUBA

2009-09-03T01:40:00.003+08:00

Cuba kau dengar
Cuba kau cuba
Diam bila ku cuba

Tuk berbicara dengan kamu
Pernahkah kau adaBila ku perlu
Tuk meluahkan rasa hati

Dan bila kau bersuara
Setia ku mendengar
Agar tenang kau merasa

Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu

Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang mendapatkan aku
Itulah aku... padamu

Cuba kau lihat
Cuba kau cuba
Renung ke mata aku
Bila ku kaku melihatmu

Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk menyatakan rasa sakit
Dalam diri

Dan bila kau perlu
Setia ku menunggu
Agar senang kau merasa

Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang mendapatkan aku
Itulah aku... padamu

Maafkan kerana aku tak pernah
Terlintas tuk menulis pada mu
Salahkan ku
Tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
Untuk kau mendengar...
Untuk kau melihat ke mataku

Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang mendapatkan aku
Itulah aku... padamu

Enrollment !

2009-09-01T16:41:00.002+08:00

It is sem 2 already. Just got back home from enrollment. I guess i wasn't the only one who's late and ignorant. I am grateful i do not have 8 o'clock classes, but i am unhappy to stay back til 6pm.

OH MY GOD ! i rather go early and finish early, IF. But i heard the others have to stay til 6pm too. So don't really make a difference i guess.

I am rather unhappy with the timing because it is so off. Friday's class start late noon, 4pm. URGH ! ): I am excited about Thurs because the only 8 o'clock class. Morning really tests me, whether if i am able to wake up for 8 'clock classes. teeheee !

I'm attending class tomorrow. Wish me luck ! ♥

i ♥ you, mochachocolate.

Part 2

2009-09-01T15:59:00.008+08:00

OLLAAAA!!

You all have been waiting for....Part 2 !!

I'm sure you guessed it right. Someone puked, everyone's tipsy...most importantly, having hellalotof FUN !!

I present you the essentials of the night !! hahahahaha :D

I'm sorry to disappoint, but it wasn't me or Jolene who puked. It was Su Ann !! She puked on Anil too !! omg...i was dancing, when i turned i saw the stoned bf of hers. Both rushed to the toilet.

The senario goes like this....

Su Ann : omg ! what happened?? what did i do????

Me : *stoned* YOU DON'T REMEMBER ?!?!?!?! YOU PUKED ON ANIL WOMAN !

Su Ann : OMG!! is he angry ? what did he say?

Me : Errr,,, yeahh ?!?! i don't know. he shouldn't be angry tho. but anything la.

Su Ann : Argh ! whatever la.

yeah, she is kinda blur. i freaked out when lost her memory. i thought she knocked her head or something.......

Flaming Lambo

look ! i was back there fixing my hair. hehehehehehe :D

it's almost ready. NYAHAHAHAHAHAHA !

San & Vira
Saw my face back there. I got the chills just by watching them take it. *pukes*

My turn !! So excited already. holding the straw somemore. hahaha.

Led & I

omg! my face. cannot make it. excuse it.

a kiss for the tipsy/drunk woman (:

don't mind this. Eventho Su Ann is superbly thin, a person weighs twice their body weight when they are drunk/tipsy.

Tengok lahhhh ! kami bertiga. fire burning on the consule ! hahahaha.

faces . . . . . . . . . .

. . . . . . . . .

don't remember who's the guy back there. Someone's friend.

Introducing Mr Justin.

3 Inti Pompuans. (:
♥

And that, ladies & gentlements... IT'S A WRAP !

However, I still have a pending post. Another night (:

waiting for the photos.

you know you ♥ me

Part 1

2009-08-29T18:53:00.010+08:00

Well, i spent my last week of hols happily !

Spent the night at Jolene's on Tues. Waited anxiously til Wednesday night. Cuz it is MIST night. I know i've said before i will never ever go there again. But i missed Jo's first night. So had to be there. Furthermore, not like she gave a choice. Stupid woman. Anyway, it was raining cats and dogs. omg. Scary ! At first it was both of us fighting over the toilet and the mirror. Along came Miss Anne. 3 of us was above each other trying to put on our make up.

Mr Ken Joe came to pick us up, then we headed to Bangsar Village for SAKAE SUSHI !! note : after the half an hour arguement on deciding where to dine. Anyway, yums. Very happy customer. teeeheeee.

We reached MIST about 10.30pm. It was freezing cold because just a few early birds. Then when the clock strikes 11.30pm, people started pouring in. The crowd was good. Jo's mission of the night,accomplished.

Now let the visuals guide us.

Everybody...say hi to everybody (:

Me. Jolene. Vira. Asintha. Anil. San. Su Ann.

Ms Anne went missing.

The lovely couple.

Anil was being sweet to sniff Su Ann's armpit ! aawwwwwwww..

excuse the face behind. thanks (:

WARNING !! 18sx ahead !!

my buttocks.

fail-ded snap !!

JACKPOT !!

San welcomed me to the group by taking pictures of my body part. First my ass then my boobies -.-" that fella made me think that he was going to take a photo of Su Ann and i. But actually he is taking nonsense. I didnt know until i checked the camera. To make me believe the welcoming tradition, he showed me proof. Nice one !

This is Asitha. The "photographer".

Anil was trying to take a peek. Su Ann looks kinda scary without her body.

This is San. The "co-photographer". The nonsense fella. hahahaha.

You've seen Su Ann from my previous posts before. She's my college mate. Lucky she was there to keep me company when the other 2 ladies were missing. (:

Wait up. Part 2 coming up...

It's gonna be interesting.

Drunkards, pukes, wasted, tipsy, funny faces.

you know you ♥ me.

i ♥ love you too.

Til the very last drop !

2009-08-29T05:54:00.003+08:00

I know i've been neglecting my blog.

But patient. (:

I've got pictures ahead and a few posts.

I'll start tomorrow alright.

I'm tired. Need to sleep.

a lil sneak peek and something funny to start with (:

260809

you know you ♥ me.

i'm sure, i ♥ you.

Kills me so much.

2009-08-24T19:53:00.004+08:00

I've deleted you today.

Shutting you outta my life for a bit.

I've got to catch my breath.

I've lost myself trying to hold on to you.

Crying day and night just thinking what could've went wrong.

It's wearing me out.

It's killing my inside to see you with someone else.

Thinking of the fact that you have her now.

Wondering why, how could you.

Believing it can't be true.

I just wish i could undo all.

I just wish for the better.

You know i've never left your side.

Even if i told you i hate you repeatedly.

No, not once.

Because of you, i've decided to make a change.

I've gotta change.

♥

Kenny Liang

2009-08-23T16:59:00.013+08:00

:) PRESENTING..........

the happening dude.

Mr Kenny Liang.

http://www.immahappeningboy.blogspot.com/

20 points you should know about KENNY LIANG.

1. stoner

2. sarcastic

3. funny man

4. teaser

5. smoker

6. handsome *cough cough*

7. poor man

8. lifeless

9. McD freak

10. caring

11. ignorence is bliss. wtfff.

12. lazy

13. guitar is his wife

14. hobby is to sleep

15. futsal but once in blue moon.

16. with a dog name COTTON

17. bitchy

18. pleasure on the lips, forever on the hips

19. wise man

20. great partner

Friday's night out.

2009-08-17T17:33:00.003+08:00

And here's the Friday night :)

Friday (140809)

MOS

It was only the two of us that night. Left pretty early cuz it was hell boring.

I kept my promise. Enjoy.

Come back for me. you know you ♥ me.

back to the fairytale of mine.

2009-08-17T17:15:00.004+08:00

GOOD NEWS! Jolene found her cable! I have pictures of Thursday's night out.

Thursday (130809)

MOS, ZOUK.

chest up, booty out and SNAPPP!

FAILED

PEEKABOOOO! o.O

sipping champagne :)

picture perfecto ♥

Pretty simple that night ehh. It was dinner before MOS so dont wanna over dress.

simple and elegant.

next up. friday night.

you know you ♥ me

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥

2009-08-16T19:59:00.003+08:00

i'm back.

Well i didn't go for MTV World Stage cuz it was raining.

Finally i've watched The Proposal. It was funny and quite touching. I did shed a tear at some scene. I didnt wanna sob in front of everyone. hehehe. controlled my posture :P

Then went yum cha at Old Town with Ernest and friends. Later to FTZ for some L4D. And motherofgod, i hate playing there. Lag like **** so frustrating. Jonnathan and I got so fed up of it. Suprisingly it was only 1am plus when we left. So early on a saturday night.

Anyway, i havent get the pictures from Jo yet. She couldnt find her phone cable. I will upload it the moment she sends it to me.

Here's a photo of me back in year 2008.

A visit to Mrs. Pan's hse. Vivian i meant. hahahha.

I'm still waiting for the boy to be back. sigh. misses him so much.

he's on the way home though. can't wait to see him. (:

til then. you know you ♥ me. mwah!

Coming up next.

2009-08-15T13:08:00.002+08:00

Hello earth peeps.

I just woke up from my beauty sleep. I've got a few posts coming up. But i can't post anything without pictures. Because pictures say a thousand words, no? hahaha. i thought so too.

But i can tell you where have i been these nights. It's already the sem break. 2 weeks. happy giler!!! It is short, probably some of ya'll will say "crazy ah?! 2 weeks only. what can you do??" Well, my frenzies, I can so a whole lots of things. watch me. NYAAAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Anyway, i went to MOS, ZOUK, and MOS again. hahaha.

MTV World Stage anyone??

stay tune. i know you ♥ me. (:

stickwitu

2009-08-12T21:37:00.003+08:00

I don't wanna go another day,

So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.

Seems like everybody's breaking up

Throwing their love away,

But I know I got a good thing right here

That's why I say

(Hey)

[Chorus:]

Nobody gonna love me better

I must stick with you forever.

Nobody gonna take me higher

I must stick with you.

You know how to appreciate me

I must stick with you, my baby.

Nobody ever made me feel this way

I must stick with you.

I don't wanna go another day

So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.

See the way we ride in our private lives,

Ain't nobody getting in between.

I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me)

And I say

[Chorus]

And now

Ain't nothing else I can need (nothing else I can need)

And now I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me.

I got you, We'll be making love endlessly.

I'm with you (baby, I'm with you)

Baby, you're with me (Baby, you're with me)

So don't you worry about

People hanging around,

They ain't bringing us down.

I know you and you know me

And that's all that counts.

So don't you worry about

People hanging around,

They ain't bringing us down.

I know you and you know me

And that's why I say

[Chorus x2]

ps : this is exactly what's on my mind. What am i feeling inside. i ♥ Bass, the one and only.

Bloggie skin :)

2009-08-09T14:35:00.003+08:00

I'm sure you realized i've changed my blog skin. :)

I love it. But there are still lots of improvements to do. I don't have anything to blog.

But....

I wanna make a shoutout to my cousin, Eevonne.

Eventhough i don't speak much to you, but i am attending your b'day celebration today. Happy 21st birthday.

Gonna change my blog skin a lil more now. tata ♥

It is finally here. Final examination !

2009-08-08T20:22:00.004+08:00

L4D

This is what i did during study week. Alsie, Jolene and I went to Autosurf to kill zombies. Fun game. Freaking addictive. Rhea was there too. As you can see, Jolene and Rhea was having their camping session over there. The rubbish on their side of the table explains it all. I was texting with ............. :)

The very first paper was Malaysian Studies. Which is today. I wanna pass. I'm not sure if i did. I'm afraid. Cuz i didnt really put much effort in my paper. I wanna pass so badly. I don't wanna see " Ex-murderer/Rapist" next sem. Enough for this sem.

Talking about enough of this sem.....it is end of the sem already. Great times do pass by in just a blink of an eye. Next sem will be tough. As it is a short sem, 8 hours a week for each subject. oh my god. Pls kill me.

Fear not. I have better things to fear now which is the finals and best thing to enjoy after that is the very saddening one week break. THEN, i'll back in hell for another 2 months. I want to spend each and every day of the holiday week with the loved ones. Time well sp

ent on happy moments.
After the exam, the three of us went for a movie. G.I JOE! OMG. IT IS AWESOME. Money well spent. If you've not watch it yet, get your ass on the chair, go on the net and book seats. Or, go get the tickets NOW! Or you'll be missing out this awesome movie.

G.I. JOE ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥/10

As for the ladies, watching the lead actors in action really gets you drooling all over. It was steaming hot i tell you. Watching the actresses makes you jealous and envy the stunts they did, wondering if you were like them.

As for the guys, watching this will make you feel really cool and also more than a man. The actresses are ooohhhh lalalalalalallalala. sseeeeemoookkiinnggggg hhaawwwttt.

Pictures will be up soon.

Til then. you know you ♥ me. xoxo.

i'm happy! ;)

2009-08-02T14:02:00.003+08:00

hello people. ♥

I know i've been neglecting my blog. now i'm back.

Let's start of with my finals. It's only a week away. OH MY FARKING GOD. I haven't touch my book yet. Not even flipping any pages. I'm doomed. IT presentation on Monday and Mass Comm presentation on Friday. It's suppose to be a break already but lecturers advice us to attend class just in case tips will be given.

Next, I attended Euphoria @ Ministry Of Sound Sunway Launch Party on friday night. IT WAS AWESOME. Hell alot of people. Perfomances was great. JUICE photographers were there. AWESOME party.

Btw, I'm loving this Christian Louboutin heels. :(

♥

OhmyBaby

2009-07-28T17:45:00.004+08:00

Oh my god. The first time i laid my eyes on you, it was like my world turned pink and everything is so perfect. I fell in love the first time i make contact with you. It's beyond words. I love you the way you are. But you're just limited. I wonder when can i get you in my arms. All i want is you.

Still wondering who i'm talking about? hahahaha.

Sorry to disappoint you. BUT IT AIN'T HUMAN!

It is THIS mini gadget that caught my eyes and i fell in love with it. It is the TOSHIBA mini nb 205. So cute and can fit into my bag. Which makes my life so much easier. They have it in pink too. I love the pink better. The reason i'm showing the white one because the pink is not looking good in the photo as it is right in front of me. I want it so badly omg. *hint hint*

Apologies

2009-07-27T21:21:00.002+08:00

I'm so sorry for the super duper delay.

First of all, i did not attend Hed Kandi or Hennesy Artistry. I was too lazy and tired. Yeah, pure laziness. Thanks lovely peeps for inviting.

Secondly, I have tons of presentation coming up. Thought that i'd done all assignments but nooooooooooooooooooo......i still have Human Comm which i don't even remember anything. Again i have to rush til morning. Sickening. I'm lack of sleep and body really aching badly.

Thirdly, i'll try to manage time properly from now. Presentations will be prepared way earlier just so it'll make my life EASIER! :)

Alright. i gotta go shower and get started. i know you love me ♥
i'll be back before you know it.

OhsoHot.

2009-07-24T14:24:00.006+08:00

Am currently at home now, enjoying every bite of Toblerone. Got home early today. Am too lazy and tired to stay at Asia Cafe til the evening. I dont have anything to blog about. Just that the test was okay. AND I PRACTICALLY HATE THE SUN MORE THAN ANY CRAP NOW!! it's so blardy painful everytime i step out of college to go AC. The heat touches my skin and it burns so damn badly. Yeah i admit i'm a "puteri lilin". Am known for that since kindergarten. Worse part is......i have to stand this weather for the next 4 years of my diploma and degree. It's shit! you see me now and you can say i'm fair. But i'm much fairer than before. Try and imagine. Just like snow white. AHAHHAA. Not like her but i am fair. Imagine the next 4 years! AM GONNA BE LIKE KELING LA! wtf. Aint no racism here but I just SE-TE-RONG-LI HATE being dark! i LOVE staying fair and lovely. lol. sighhhh.. stress. what can i do???? -.-

OH by the way. Hed Kandi is back Beettchheess!! Am gonna attend this time after so long which is like last year? wait. or is it the year before? Anyway, anyone else going?? It's this SATURDAY. Do drop by.

HED KANDI ; AT EUPHORIA, MOS. Sunway hotel. 25/07/09

More pictures from MPW day.

Me l Jenny l Faizal

models.

Jenny (:

That's all for now. I'm already feeling sleepy. Probably am going to take a nap or finish my ANTM cycle 12 then go to sleep. hahaha. goodbye! (:

Fun comes with a price.

2009-07-23T19:48:00.007+08:00

Hello hello lovely people. (:

am feeling very very happy. I have no idea why either. I just got home from college or rather Guardian. haha. I bought a whole bunch of stuff. I took HALF AN HOUR. omg. I wanted to look for more stuff but didnt want mother to wait so grab what i needed and left.

Anyway, i'm having a very very bad back ache. BECAUSEEEE... remember i told you about Malaysian Studies day? hehehehehehhehe :D I did the walk! I got the video too. But have to wait for it to be uploaded la. But i was too fast. Should've take my time during the walk. Everyone was so excited to go on stage and be done with it. All i can say is...it went very very well and i guess the best event so far? :) After 2 days of rehearsal..wearing 5 inch heels walking up and down for more than 8 hours. hard work does pay off huh... (: Eventhough i haven't get the video...

I GOT PICTURES!! JENG JENG JENG!

candid sexy back. "kononnye"

Take 1

Take 2

The only ladies in the catwalk show.

Smile :)

Darren.

Oh my god. Ugly.

After all the painful hours...went to MIST later. Adding my pain on the back and legs. As usual drink and dance. lol. Nothing special. I got drunk like i planned to. Aint emo or anything. Just thought it's been a while since i did so i sticked to my plan. It didn't end up good. I did badly. Anne, Jo and Rhea had to drag me out and carry me up my house and in the room. I was that bad. I can barely move. Whole body went soft like a jellyfish. And i dont really wanna go there anymore la. Kinda bored and the place is too small. Will think about it la.

♥

Btw, i gotta go shower and get started on my IT assignment. Another one in rush. I had to sacrifice an invitation because of assignment too. Sorry. Next time aite.

You're still here.

2009-07-22T02:16:00.006+08:00

I checked my NUFFNANG 2 days ago. Suprisingly i found you, your account clearly with a picture of you right there. I didn't know you've been reading my blog. I don't even know you knew my blog existed. The moment i saw you, i don't know if i'm happy or any other. I was rather feeling calm. I guess i felt glad. Because we haven't been talking to each other so it is kinda odd. But i guess this is one way to keep in touch. I do admit i miss you. I meant by your presence. I've moved on and happily unattached. I just miss us hanging out with Kenny and the bunch. It's just fun and relaxing. Laughters all the way. No worries at all. Eversince the break up, i distant myself or rather got drifted apart from everyone of ya'll. But i guess awkwardness between us, or maybe it's just me? i don't know. Time will tell. Well, i see you're really happy with your life too. (best of luck) I'm glad you're doing great. I wish you the best of luck and may all be going smoothly for you. Take care. (: AND ALL THE PPL SAY? AMEN!

I'm not emotional or distracted. Just that i'm suprised and glad right now. So don't worry. I'm fine. I'm bubbly and perky, nothing can hold me down. hahahahaha. *winks* ♥

OH OH! btw, college is having a Malaysian Studies day tmr. I took part in it. hehehehe. I joined the catwalk show! woohoo. Was determined not to cuz of some reasons, but i see them having all the fun on stage...SO...I WANT SOME TOO!! hahaha lol. Sad part is, it's an all guy show. BORING!! So i got my itchy backside and dragged Pek Yee along. We're the only girls. Excited! am gonna strut my stuff. Probably i'll record it and upload it here kay. NOTE * probably. No gurantees. (: Nights world.

Night out at Republic.

2009-07-19T17:04:00.016+08:00

Saturday night! woohooooo! Went Republic with Jolene and the bunch. What a night. It was good. Drank more than i should but i didnt puke. Accomplishment! But i was walking like some idiot going left to right. Couldn't walk straight. Unlike someone *cough cough* got drunk and passed out. Drink drink drink. I need more drinks. I love to drink. Alchoholic i suppose? nahhhh, i ain't one.

The best part of the night was.....i caused another fight. sigh. This guy swept his hands across my boobies and asked where is Max. What a retard. I yelled the F-er touched me. He even touched Jo on the back and asked for Max. All went to asked if Max know that F-er.....Max said no. He is in trouble. Suddenly some guy grabbed him and started punching and slapping him. This is so dramatic and scary. I didnt know what to do. I took care of Jo and the whole bunch of guys settled outside. When i walked out, i see all of them yelling screaming their lungs out. I felt so sorry and glad they stood up for me. But it F-ed the whole night up. I caused that huge arguement luckily they didnt throw anything. But Jon was ready to smash his head with that bottle without talking it out first. I guess i need to learn to shut up and not tell anyone if i ever get molested again. Sigh. Sorry guys.

Republic

After that, went up to Helo Bali for a bit.

Cuz it's all in my head. I think about it over and over again ♥.

I'm going to stay single til i'm done with my finals. I'll rather wait for my real prince charming. Moreover, I'm gonna open my eyes wide and see who is really worth my love. I don't wanna be wind up with the same shit and get hurt again. It's really bullshit. Am going to take my time and observe, get to know him, understand every bit.

You were there for me. I called for help and you rushed here for me. I appreciate it. I'm not thinking of any but i guess time will tell. you told me you've been hurt more than you take for now. I understand. I guess it's wrong for me to even have anything for you. But, i can't help it. Like what you said. maybe it is a mistake. i dont know. time will tell. Thanks for what you did. I'm sorry bout last night too.♥

Tonight's gonna be a good night.

2009-07-17T01:03:00.005+08:00

The initial plan was Euphoria, MOS. Met a bunch of them. Cherish, Joseph, Keryi, JiaHui, Ssense, and alot more. Jolene and I even spotted a few of INTI students. However, was really happy i'm there once again. Butttttttt... Jolene told me we're going to club hopping. I was like HUH? wtff?! why?! Jo and Ann wanna go MIST. sigh. Which means, i have to follow them. And "someone" merajuk. Close ones will know who is that.

Anyway, we hopped to MIST. Kinda excited cuz it's my first time there. I saw the sign "STRICTLY 23 & ABOVE" I looked at Jo. She said chill. We got connections. I remembered who i know. hahahaha. So lucky for that. From the outside, I had the Maison feel. It's the ambiance. The place is kinda small but still entertaining. I even saw Joey G. He's cute. One thing that ruined my night was this pathetic INDIAN fcuker molested me. He grabbed me. I was like wtf?! I LITERALLY WANTED TO SLAP HIM. Alvin and one of the Eurasian i met that night saw the incident. That fcuker dare to come back to that spot. Then, Alvin and Eurasian guy stood up for me. I was afraid and pissed. I don't even wanna look at him. I turned my back or even stood behind Alvin. That fcuker was DENYING and he even challenged the Eurasian to settle it outside. Guys from the next tables even came over to surround that fella. Thanks guys even if i dont know anyone of. Appreciate it. Especially to Alvin and Eurasian guy. I hate this part. Such a turn off. Other than that, everything else is moderate. Will consider going there again.
PS : i'm not racist. It's just that idiot i'm angry with.

MIST

EUPHORIA

you know i ♥ you and only you.

It's such a rush.

2009-07-15T20:17:00.005+08:00

My sincere apologies for not updating. I've been so busy with my Mass Comm assignment. I rushed the whole night yet i cant finish it. I was totally out of interest to finish it last night. The dateline was this morning. Alsie and I rushed like crazy. Simply create sentences and worried the lecturer won't accept our assignment. Supposed to be on the lecturer's table at 12pm instead, we hand it to her at 2pm. Really scary okayyy. Lucky she was on the phone. She's nice enough to stll accept it. Did i mention i ran up and down, back and forward 1000000xx?? in 5 inch HEELS! amazing? I THINK SO TOO! *inside joke*

Another assignment due next week. Am so exhausted with assignment man. "BEST" part is....presentation is needed. SIGHHHH. Another tiring job. But, thinking of the outfit i'm going to wear, i'm kinda excited. HAHAHAHHA. I love dressing up. Worth it. "I THINK"
Anyway, it's been long since i clubbed. I know i still drink and all but in a club...roughly 4 months. Am gonna attend MILKSHAKE at Euphoria MOS. With the "dai bo lin" aka Jolene. hahaha. I hope i enjoy myself tonight and avoid emo-ness. Gotta go get ready.

Before i go. Here are some photos during IT class =D

the annoying Faeez who always make me laugh ♥ . (:

venicetan ♥ staring into your eyes.

work work work

2009-07-13T22:44:00.012+08:00

Like i said i've got work on Sunday. I woke up super duper early okay. Not used to it at all. Btw, headed to Puchong. I was so excited cuz i didn't know what the hell was work all about. I reached 15 min before 8. So had a lil munch with dad. It was this place called SetiaWalk. Launching the new housing area. I even realized it was actually a carnival. *grins* I simply love carnival.
Let me intro my new equation.................
CARNIVAL = KIDSSSSSSSSSS.
Don't get me wrong. I love kids and babies BUT not the yelling and screaming ones. Bad news was there were PLENTY of those annoying ones. Pain in the head i tell you! Someone even lost their own child. what the hell was going on in the guardian's head?! losing the child who can barely speak proper sentences. He cried and that's all he did. Pity him. Lucky the "granpa" came and collect him. Did i tell you it was hectic? ALOT OF PPL! PEOPLE MOUNTAIN PEOPLE SEA. It was sunny too. As you all know i'm "puteri lilin" so i'm superbly satisfied they have tents over us! wooooohhooooooo. No doubt it was stuffy but kids make me happy. Even granpa and grandmas were over here. I love them so much. They look so cute when they play the games. Anyway. I gotta run now. I got tons of assignment to do.
PHOTO UUUPPPP!!!

Alsie l Jolene l me l Sue Ann

I was showing them my cute bruised baby toe. hehehehe.

BOND GIRLS!

sand castle??

Sue Ann l Jo

IT IS SAND CASTLE!!

PUSHHH!!!!!!!!

EVENTIONNNN!

I'm just acting ppl. It's a prop! *HOH-nesty*

sunny

Beauty posers

Steven with the peace sign.

LALAFIED! HAHAHAHAHA

Potong ice cream! YUM YUM!

group photo!~

All excited at the bloated castle! look at Jo grabbing the dinosaur. HAHAHAHHAHAA.

THREESOME

SAYANG

I love pouting! *failed!*

FUN!

TRANSFORMER 2 Adverisement.

Will be back.

2009-07-13T13:14:00.002+08:00

Hello my beloved readers. I'm sorry i've not updated my blog yet. I had to work on Sunday and i just finished my IT test just now. I'm at Starbucks now. Be patient. I'll blog once i get home alright. Alot of pictures coming up :)

loves ♥

YOU revolve around me.

2009-07-11T05:55:00.002+08:00

I knew you were here today. By Aaron's tone i knew. I avoided you so badly. I saw you from a distance. It reminded me alot. I ignored my feelings and just ran up to take my mind of you for a bit. Aaron and Mindy came for the rescue. I really wanted to cry and just let it go. I thought you left and we went down for a bit til Wevind came. He came to cheer me up. I went up to pool and drink with him, til i saw you again. I caught you looking at me but you look back. I was looking at your direction, do you know? You're there but doing nothing bout it. I drank up and was really tipsy. I thought you would say hi but nothing came from you. It's just all in my head. I read your blog again. I was right. You blogged about me. My tears just gushing out like a cut open capillary. Everything you say really hit me. I miss you so much. Flash backs in my mind while i'm reading every single line. From what you wrote, i know there won't be us anymore. You even said you're not emotional. Are you really through with us? Yeah i agree we rushed into things and this is how we ended up. It's just too much for me to take in. I need time. I wish i don't have to see you til i'm over you. Lastly, happy 1 month anni to you too Jeremy.

I really wish you can give me the answer to my questions. i love you ♥

ARGGHH!!!

2009-07-09T23:22:00.002+08:00

I'm having test tmr. Mass Comm test. There's so much to read and memorize but so limited time. Sigh! i feel the pressure now. I'm super duper afraid of failing this. I'm so sleepy and tired. I came home at 8 just for that video shoot. Still have to continue tmr. Torture weihh!! Gotta go continue my reading. Til then. Loves ♥

Looking at my previous photos, do kinda regret for chopping my hair ( fringe and the thickness) but it's growing as you can see the photo just below this. It will just take roughly another month til my hair is back to the usual. I HOPE IT'S A MONTH. :)

DIGI CAMPUS :: Always the smarter choice!

The nerd is in the house!

back to 5 years old ?!?! hahaha.

partners in crime :: Venice l Alsie

Venice l Alsie l Jolene

not readyyy LAAAAAA!! -.-

we were at starbucks :)

I'm still waiting for the day to come. I know you're hurt too. Please just come back to me and tell me we're gonna be alright. Where'd you go? i miss you so. It's like it's been forever that you've been gone. Please come back home :(

DIGI CAMPUS!! ♥

2009-07-08T19:52:00.009+08:00

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Dreams

2009-07-08T16:06:00.008+08:00

Another day going by. Had my lunch/ dinner 10 min ago. Well, let's begin.

IT test is confirmed next Monday. Mass Comm is this Friday. Final exams is in 3 weeks time!! NOTE ** 3 blardy weeks. I feel so shexayyyy! I just printed out one whole stack of Mass Comm notes. There's alot to memorize. I also signed up for work on Sunday. Is to promote a launching of (i dont know what) something new. 8am to 5pm. Paying for a cool RM 80 to RM100. But under the hot sun if i'm not mistaken. I'm going to apply layers and layers of sunblock.

* I wish you were still the sun shining in my every way

Coming up. More photos. Be ready :)

Meltdown

2009-07-07T17:25:00.006+08:00

My life is really a typical fairytale story but with a bad ending. Remember your mama always tell you that princess will meet the prince and they live happily ever after?? yeah i thought so too. But mine isn't as perfect as it is. I know i've just announced that i celebrated my first month with the boy, but our relationship hit a sour note just by a simple misunderstand. The whole thing blew out of proportions and couldn't patch up. So yeah i rather not talk about it anymore. I'm afraid i'll tear.

Skip it alright.

Waking up at 8.30 am is tough and looking in the mirror with horrible eye bags really scares me alot. Thinking i have to face everybody with my puffy eyes, i'm gonna be questioned alot. I had to put a smile on my face and put everything a side, safe in a box. Classes are like the usual.

What Alsie say is true, never to ask a person who is crying,

are you okay?
dont be sad.
dont cry.
stop thinking.

Not only it doesn't help, it makes the person tear even more. Jason almost did it today by asking if i'm okay. Anyway, classes are like the usual. Mass Comm test is within this week. I have no idea how am i going to be prepared for it. Next Monday will be IT test. Mass Comm assignment is due 15th and IT is due 22. NICE! I haven't even begin with IT. GOSH.

I'm in desperate for shopping. Not for clothes. FOOTWEAR!! I need sandals, wedges, heels. Okay maybe t-shirts. shopping is girl''s 2nd best friend what can i say. =D I might need undergarments too. lol. Too much information? HAHAHA. I THINK SO TOO!

Tuning to Jackie Cho - Dreams.

Listen carefully to the lyrics. It expresses all.

I'm still looking back to what happened. It really hurts and somehow it hits me how stupidity and sudden judgement may screw the whole thing up. I just cant seem to forget how things went down. But i'm sure there's no point hoping anymore as it is the fact. It takes both hands to clap. I just gotta to let it go and move on.

PS : I'm sorry. I never meant to start a war. Wishing you nothing but the best. I appreciate all that we had and been through. loves.

Happy 1st month baby! ♥

2009-07-04T17:56:00.004+08:00

I have a huge announcement to make! It's our first month today ♥ ! :) I'm really happy and excited to see what's next for us. We have lots in common as we're both November babies. We share some of the same personality too. LOL! Enough said.

I've just gotta say I'm really happy to have found you and be with you even though it's in a short time. I gotta admit. We had a rocky start but we're better now and i wish we will be for the longest time. I'm sorry for the pain that i've caused and the trouble i've made. I guess i am a handful aren't I? But you're doing great baby. You convinced me to trust you and you gave me security that makes me feel safe in your arms. I have to appreciate the yelling, screaming and shouting we had because without it, i wouldn't have realize how insecure i am with you, how much i wanted us to work out, how much YOU wanted us to work out, how much YOU wanted me to trust you, how much YOU LOVE ME and how much deep i fell for you. At one point of our arguement, I really thought i was going to lose you, and i also thought you would rather trust someone else's statement more than my reasons. But i guess learnt the hard way to just believe you for your reasons.

I have to thank you honey bear for being so tolerant to me. As in very tolerant. You love me like no one else ever did. Even though you are different from past relationships yet i still try my best to convince myself to trust US and believe we will make it. You're extraordinary i must say. You give me the best and only the best. I really do have alot to say but i can't seem to form it in words. All i have to say is I LOVE YOU BABY til the end of time.

our 1st Genting Trip. ♥

Delayed ;)

2009-07-02T18:00:00.001+08:00

Je'taime ♥♥

Am SORRYYY!! I can't find the time to update y'day. Plus, the connection is being a bitch so i couldnt blog.

Well, I'm here now :) It's year 2009. Lots to do but lil time. I've started my 1st sem in DMC ( Diploma in Mass Comm). Currently in INTI, ss15. Things are going well i guess at least i hope so. Met alot of new friends. Like they say, college is good. Yeah, it is. But it gets boring after awhile. Am already bored of Asia Cafe in just 2 months. Starbucks is my new spot! =D do come to me and say hi if you see me. lol. Class is from Monday to Friday. Exhausting. It's really wearing me out.

I'm sure you're wondering bout my love life. Yes? No? *smirks* YES, i do have a new boyfriend. I'm not going to reveal him just yet. However, i will tell you guys, he's a student and he's 20 years old. ;) no worries. My upcoming post might be him. Stay tune aite.

Anyway, I had a hair cut the other day. haha. I was daring enough to try this look once more. This time it turned out good and better than the previous one. It's because different hairstylist. Subang pro ma. PJ ahemmmmmmm. lol. No offence to anyone alright. I went to college the next day and everyone gave me the OH MY GOD look. Most of them like it which makes me feel damn good. haha. However, few of them weren't used to my new look yet. It's okay. Time will tell. Did i tell you i have a nickname in college? haha. It's the way i walk. They call me "catwalk" and with my new bangs, i get "lady gaga". LOL. They kept humming the poker face just to make me laugh. ;) I love my classmates la. Especially Alsie. She was the first one to know and see it during our webcam session. She kept saying OMGG!! SO Q! very the QQ you know?? you're like a doll! so cute. I can't stop laughing.

Went out with the boyfriend for midnight movie ;) MOVIE! it's been long since i step into the cinema. hehehe. Excited. But am worried how he's gonna react with my new hairstyle. So kinda anxious to show him. Afraid he wont like it even though i've already described "lady gaga". HAHAHA.

Here it is. I'm in formal because of the presentation.

♥

I'm back!

2009-06-29T12:26:00.004+08:00

I've decided to reopen my blog. However, i dont wanna look back at the past so i've deleted older posts. Anyhoooooooooooooooooo i'm back and currently in class. haha. I'll update later in the evening or later at night. I have so much to say and loads of pictures to upload. *grinds* I know you cant wait. I know you want me !! MUAHAHAHA

Loves. ♥♥